Why Do I Love You

If you know, you know! That's what I feel when I say "YES" to Emanuele when He proposed me in a beautiful mountain in Grand Teton National Park.

I would say, this is the easiest YES that I've ever done. As I know that I love him, and I accept him as the way he is.

I always say "I love you" to him. I mean, I just feel it so. But when I really ask myself "what makes me love him" then it's deeper than I thought.

I found that i love him more than i said, i love him more than he ever know, i love him when his day didn't went so well, i love him in every situations, i love him more than i love all the thing i love.

I love when he share his dreams, share what tableware color he want when we have a house, what kinda house he wants, the way his eyes speaks how he really wants a farm and 300 goats in it.

I love his tenderness.

I love his clingy attitude in the morning, lowkey ask me to stay closer.

I love the way he remember what is my favorite food.

I love the way he call me right away when I told him "I cant sleep".

I love him that much because he made me be the best version of myself.

He made me believe there is nothing in this world i cant be.

He made impossible possible.

Ofc, I will still love him in the lowest point on his life, I promise to myself and God that I will pull him up when he is down.

I will be the sun in his stormy day.

I will be his home when he feels the world is about to destroyed.

I will be tomato in his sourdough.

I will be a honey in his morning tea.

I will be olive oil in his salad.

I will be his best friend, partner, and wife in the same time.

I never feel this happy to be with someone, I was teared 2 times because I'm really really happy and feel blessed that I will share my life with the love of my life.

I know our relationship will far from perfect, we might made a mistake, we might somehow hurt each other, but wise woman somewhere said "Be with someone that you wanna forgive for the rest of your life." And that's practically what love is all about.

Dear Emanuele, thank you to be a reason for living with a deeper and beautiful meaning. I love you, tesoro mio! I can't wait to be your wife next month, so we can explore life and the world with you! 🫶🏽 

Unexpected Love

Do you ever experience to love someone effortlessly? It feels so easy to loving them? You just simply falling in love by their tender touch or even their goofy jokes.

Never cross a split second in my mind that I will have an unexpected love in my life. It's totally absurd, once we were strangers, then we talk and joking around, and the other time it makes you move thousands miles away from home just to see him.

How is it even possible to maintaining long distance friendship for freaking 5 years, while we might playing around, having fun, spent unlimited useless time swiping apps through a phone to find a company?

Unexpected love, weird, why do we pushing hard to find the one that actually we saw it already long time ago. Sometimes I don't understand how the universe works, until we all realized it teach us how to live better and be ready for the best one and not make a stupid mistake again.

Loving him is the easiest one I've ever done, it is really not hard to loving him and understand yet accepting him. 

He said, it's not about the right time and right people, its just matter of do you really wanna be that right person or not.

The right person will know how to hold your love. The right person will choose you just as deeply as you choose them. You will not have to beg for the love you deserve. One day, you will be met where you are. One day, you will be someone's favorite thing, and you will not be confused. You will not feel like you are fighting for someone who isn't fighting for you. One day, you will understand that it never mattered how tightly you held on to the wrong people, how intensely you tried, because the right people were always going to find you. The right people were always going to stay.

I love it when we can be both lovers and best friends, I like that clingy energy.

Be goofy with me, be all over me, hold me, kiss me, annoy me, text me, call me anytime. I will never get tired of him.

As bible said "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away."

Im grateful to having him in my life. I thank him to be the right person for me to understand what love is.

Norway For Adrenaline Junkie

What more exciting than having an adventure trip full with sport?

Norway is definitely made for outdoor and adventure lovers and I am glad I decided to do my adventure to feed my adrenaline junkie soul.The decision is visit most interesting places in the arctic circle.

I start my journey by visiting one of northernmost city in the world which is Svalbard, yes! it is super close to northpole just one sail trip and jump to it.I did my first time ever arctic hike there, the snowy path is kinda challenging but thanks to Forclaz Trek 100 wide, my hike was wonderful with all grip help and great waterproofness that safe me from wet snow sticking to my feet. My hike definitely fun but yes, best part of snow hike is going down by sliding down like how kids enjoy a winter wonderland season.

After hike in Svalbard, I moved to one of the most beautiful archipelago that I've ever seen, which is Lofoten.Absolutely one step away from a door you will find hiking trail easily. Hiking everyday just simply to have different lunch view. Aren't we do hike, sweating, and dying just to have a meal up there? And guess what you got by the end of day of hike? Yes! Aurora Borealis!

And of course, not to forget to mention frozen lake is meant for ice skating, so yes! I also ice skating there with stunning mountain view and wide lake to skate. Burn a heavy lunch up there so you can back home and having another big meal while still losing weight, isn't it all women dream to eat a lot and still get in shape. 😋

Leaving the arctic, catch a breath in a city to have some christmast dinner and going lil bit away to somewhere in a mountain with great slope to ski. Myrkdalen.Unlocked new sport to discover, did my (again) first ever skiing as a tropical country girl who struggling to be friends with snow, and of course wedze saved my life from freezing, an affordable baselayer that you could ever have with great insulation, keep you warm in the middle of snowy hair during skiing.I had an amazing thrilling experience by sking in a moderade- advanced slope on the mountain, 'emergency stop' (re: falling into pieces) is happening manytime but doesn't stop me to do it during the trip, so could I say this my new passion sport? Oh! Prolly not today 😂😂 Hiking & Trekking still my love.

Well, I highly recomend you to go to Norway if you love outdoor and sport. Will I come back? A solid YES!

BEAUTIFUL STRANGER

As I always said that I will never stop solo traveling.

Scandinavian countries is one of my bucket list in a mission to see life through the world. I landed in a strange land for me as tropical country in the winter. I never expect that my solo journey would this amazing and I met so many new people during the trip.

Solo traveling might be challenging but It will leave you tons of memories and validation in myself that "look what you've got".

Walking alone in a strange places but met strangers in unexpected place and we become friends. Exploring how capable you are dealing with loneliness but in the same time universe gave you a connection between one and another unexpectedly.

I've been solo traveling for 5 years, and I will never stop. I will digging more how far I could go with all the unbelievable experience.

I know that solo travel can be so pain in the ass as you might needed someone to share you fear, food, or even room to pay. But in the same time you might found the ultimate being alone and everybody will staring at you then ask "you are alone, shall we do something together" in your destination, so I should not dying to find a person that would join my (sometimes) random journey.

Norway, is my favorite country I've travel so far. Its not because only the lanscape but also the people inside. I met really beautiful people there. From strange seal steak dinner in svalbard, unexpected roadtrip in Lofoten to impromptu skiing trip in Bergen. 

Its just the best feeling ever that people in Norway can be that warm and being generous to allocate their time with me. They made my chrismas feel warm and not lonely, they made my days bright in dark season, they made me to have comfortable life here. Or.... I just simply blessed to met them in the mid of my journey here. It feels unreal but here I am, living the best time of my life.

Surat Cinta Dari Ibu

 Selamat ulang tahun, bintang kecilku! Teruslah bersinar selalu bercahaya sekalipun langit meredup.  Dengan kecerdasan dan kebaikan hatimu,  semoga hidupmu penuh dengan keajaiban bahkan dapat membelah cakrawala tanpa batas.

Anakku yang tercinta! Teruslah menjadi dirimu yang autentik dan menakjubkan. Semoga tahun ini membawa kebahagiaan tanpa batas dan kesuksesan dalam setiap langkahmu.  

Harapanku jadilah intan, permata yang tak lekang oleh waktu meskipun di bumi ini banyak permata yang bercahaya, tetapi tak sekuat intan alami yang diasah semakin bercahaya. inilah nadirku untuk putri semata wayangku. Aku mencintaimu semurni dan setulus hatiku.

Selamat ulang tahun untuk anak perempuanku yang luar biasa. Semoga tahun ini membawa banyak keberuntungan dan kesuksesan. Aku selalu mendukungmu sepenuh hati. 

Biarlah Kasih Yesus Kristus selalu menaungi sepanjang hidup dan kehidupanmu dan memberkati Intan apa pun yang dilakukan, semoga dijauhkan dari hal-hal yang tidak berkenan di mata-Nya. Amien.

Terima kasih telah memberikan cahaya dalam hidupku, bersinarlah bagai mentari yang tak lelah memberi kehangatan.

Aku ibumu yang sangat beruntung memilikimu dengan tulus mengasihmu dan mencintaimu anakku Lysa Mauliate Permata Intan tanpa dibatasi oleh apa pun. Ingatlah aku selalu ada untukmu.

Bandung, 6 November 2023

I'm friggin 30 everyone!!!!

 Oh crap! I cant believe i'm reaching 30.

Excited, happy, thrilled, and feel lil bit old with no sleep problem. Which is what? NOIICCEEE!!!

It feels amazing how I running my life as 30s life would be totally different stage of life compared to my 20s. Im really glad I'm walking this far. Lemme show you glimps of reaching 30.

1. BEING ADULT (Fully)

You will feel "I can do this better", "Been there done that".

2. HAVE MORE OPTIONS

Since I learn, earn, achived quite much more than your basic needs. I always feel that I have more option to take which route I wanna ride on.

3. MORE RESPONSIBILITY

It is not anymore responsible for yourself, but also your loved ones. I know this could be an option and I take the option that I will take care my parents since I'm aware the more I grow up the more my parents getting old and have less energy and capability day by day. Why don't I take a step by making new bathroom and kitchen for my mom, and build new garden at home for my dad? No?

4. BUILD AN AUTHENTIC CONNECTION

Nothing better than having a true friend who can accept you just the way you are. Saying you are pretty everyday because they know you has pretty side in an exclusive time. It is not you that ugly everyday, they know when you will be shining.

5. BE SHARP

I know what I want, I know where to go step by step. Understand the needs, running for the wants. Understand the limit, but know how to go far the limit.

6. BE HEALTHY

This is not the options! This need to be maintained. Well fed, well work out. Because simply I wanna be aging gracefully 🧚🏼‍♂️

Trust me, being 30 is not that bad, and I never felt better than today before.

Let Me Introduce Myself

Hello my name Lysa, my family call me Intan, yes only my family.

I am a fighter. 

Some people found me extrovert, but I enjoying myself a lot when I am alone, be away from people.

The one that knows me may see me too much sugar in my body, because they never see me tired and always full of energy.

I love walking, not in Jakarta obviously.

Spring is my favorite season.

I love chill weather, an extra special if it comes with smell of pine trees.

Mountain is my life. I live for mountain and Im OK if someday I will die on mountain. 

I'm in awe of the stars and love that we as humans created constellations and mythical stories to maybe feel a little bit less alone.

I'm an omnivore who bleed coffee.

I drink whisky and wine to sleep, and beer to refresh.

My cook is good.... for myself.

I enjoy music concert or music festival.

I sing all the time, and dance everytime I heard dance-able music.

I love to see new people during my travel journey, listen to their stories, life, passion.

I feel and enjoy all the flings I had. They inspire me, yet I had butterflies in my tummy everytime I met them.

I am impressed with people who has interest, passion, and mastering something. It turn me on sometimes.

I feel like I'm 80's kid trapped in 90's body.

I'm an mid night over-thinker.

I'm a cold blood (sometimes), not because I don't care with the world, but I'm trying not to overthink something might affect my life.

On the other hand, I'm sure I can light up the room with people with same energy with me.

I'm not sure if I'm a romantic person.

I'm explosive, yes, I'm easily triggered. It might be improve by the time I get older. LOL

I'm Master of Procrastinating. PhD of Punctuality.

I've collected my fair share of colors in my life. Its my own encyclopedia of people with different variations of color.

Hei! It's me, Lysa, I hope I will get to experience many more magical moment in this planet and get to dance with so many more strangers.