WHOOP! Time flies and here I am aging gracefully in my latest 20’s!!
If I go back to 23 years old Lysa, I would tell her that she is brave and she can deal with all the shittiest life that she will have and she will be OK even if she is alone and far from the loved ones. You rock it, girl!
Let me share why I am saying I'm aging gracefully in my 29 years living my adventure.
After the tough pace in my early twenties, I can’ believe that I am aging gracefully, tough, and independent. All the roller coaster makes me realize that I am someone that I never imagined could be.
I realized that actually being alone is not that bad.
I realized that having a partner is not a solution to have peace within myself.
I realized that being myself and free myself are how I achieve my ultimate peaceful solitude.
I am grateful for every decision that I took.
Let go of someone that I love the most.
Refuse to start a family in my early twenties.
Away from home and start a new life and pursue my career dreams.
Enjoying my solo adventure.
If I look at to the mirror and ask what I become now, I would say;
It is me who brace myself to take the challenge.
It is me who is brave to gambling with all the uncertain things.
It is me who embraces all the situations I deal with, and puts myself first place.
I never thought I would be as proud of myself as today.
Who enjoys all roller coaster life and let life give me something that I belong, because I believe what belongs to me will belong to me, what doesn't will not. And this mindset helps me alot to deal with all shit I've been through.
If I can go back to 23 years old Lysa, I will tell her that take it easy, take it slow, and you will see that feeling, thought, and reaction will take time to prove that they are right.
If I can go back to 23 years old Lysa, I will tell her that her personality will take her to another level of ‘aging gracefully’ and she will be alright.
If I can go back to 23 years old Lysa, I will tell her not to blame people who drink too much coffee, because someday she will become addicted to good and rare coffee and she will be OK to spend so much money on coffee.
29 years old Lysa is enjoying her independent life, freedom soul, and ultimate solitude on her own.
29 years old Lysa will be looking for another thrill before she deals in early 30’s and she will be OK.
Blessed Lysa who can survive until this point.
