Tuesday, May 28, 2024

Unexpected Love

Do you ever experience to love someone effortlessly? It feels so easy to loving them? You just simply falling in love by their tender touch or even their goofy jokes.

Never cross a split second in my mind that I will have an unexpected love in my life. It's totally absurd, once we were strangers, then we talk and joking around, and the other time it makes you move thousands miles away from home just to see him.

How is it even possible to maintaining long distance friendship for freaking 5 years, while we might playing around, having fun, spent unlimited useless time swiping apps through a phone to find a company?


Unexpected love, weird, why do we pushing hard to find the one that actually we saw it already long time ago. Sometimes I don't understand how the universe works, until we all realized it teach us how to live better and be ready for the best one and not make a stupid mistake again.


Loving him is the easiest one I've ever done, it is really not hard to loving him and understand yet accepting him. 


He said, it's not about the right time and right people, its just matter of do you really wanna be that right person or not.


The right person will know how to hold your love. The right person will choose you just as deeply as you choose them. You will not have to beg for the love you deserve. One day, you will be met where you are. One day, you will be someone's favorite thing, and you will not be confused. You will not feel like you are fighting for someone who isn't fighting for you. One day, you will understand that it never mattered how tightly you held on to the wrong people, how intensely you tried, because the right people were always going to find you. The right people were always going to stay.


I love it when we can be both lovers and best friends, I like that clingy energy.

Be goofy with me, be all over me, hold me, kiss me, annoy me, text me, call me anytime. I will never get tired of him.


As bible said "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away."


Im grateful to having him in my life. I thank him to be the right person for me to understand what love is.